It is said that if your dreams don't scare you, you're not dreaming big enough. Well, mine just got terrifying. This year has held a tremendous amount of emotion, and we still have four months to go. And what I do today will make the next six months very shaky. Not with doubt, fear, or confusion. But with exhaustion, determination, and just pure force of will. Although, I am unsure how I will handle the stress load. If the last three four days are any indication, it's not looking so well for the ones I love most (animals included.).
This next month is going to be grueling. I will be tired, sore, hungry, cranky and a jerk. Will it be worth it? Yes. Does this make the future very bright for me and mine? Yes. Will it take all I have to balance yet another Life change? Yes. I feel pressure. Unnecessary, but pressure none the less.
I guess the trepidation I feel is that I'm losing my grip on all I have worked at to remain and live in a positive light. Stress does that to me, makes me second guess everything I do and say, makes me worry that if I even have any down time in my Gratitude, someone I love will bare the onslaught of my poor behavior.
I need to give myself a break. Really. I need to stop worrying. I can do this. I've already proven I can do it, twice. What is one more time?
So, with that said, let's change the tune of this post....
I am beyond excited to share that I have been given a wonderful opportunity by a member of our community to have a much more permanent and home-felt location for my little massage therapy business. I am beyond Grateful and humbled by this chance to take this wee tiny, one woman business to a new-to-me location. I think we will fit much better in this spot. I believe that my clients, both existing and new, will find it more conducive to a relaxing and healing environment. I just have to get the space ready, in less than a month. Yup, you read that right. Less than a month. I'm nothing if not ambitious!! Right?!
So, in the days to come, I will be tired and chasing my phone and clients and paint brushes from one spot to another to home to pick up the kid to taking care of my clients to paint again, to home. Wave at me if you see me, send me a smile if you think of it. But please don't be offended if I don't slow down and chat, or rush off half out of my mind. I'm juggling, and for the next few weekss I think that is just how its going to have to be. I'm okay with that. In the end I can say that I earned the minute to rest... next year. :)
If there is one thing that is constant in our lives, it is change. The sooner we can accept change, the quicker the Universe can return the goodness that you put out into the World. I have been Blessed with hands that work, and know all too well how to work hard. I will use them until there is no more, Go, in them. I'm a girl that likes to do as much of it on my own as I can. Wish me Good Vibes!!
Sending you Love, Light,and Bright Blessings